Heartache


This is what our team has been experiencing since last Thursday, September 4th. Please be praying for the Fletchers. Stephanie scheduled an ultrasound last Thursday to check on the baby in her womb. She was almost 18 weeks pregnant and had an uneasy feeling that something was not right. To their despair, the ultrasound showed the baby to have no movement and no heartbeat. For more details and updates on how Lee and Stephanie are doing, please click the link to their blog.

Words can’t describe the emotions that flood your heart and soul when something like this happens. I know for some, they say it is times like this when they grapple with God the most. It is comforting to know that it’s okay to be mad at God. That it’s okay to wrestle with difficult emotions and have thousands of questions that you want answered. Because no matter how you look at it or what happens in the end, it’s like Steph said on her blog post, “God is still God.”

I heard this song by Derek Webb for the first time last night. It’s called, This Too Shall Be Made Right. It’s a song full of simple verses that have a powerful message. These are the lines I heard:

Yes there’s a time for peace, there is a time for war.
There’s a time to forgive and a time to settle the score.
A time for babies to lose their lives.
A time for hunger and genocide.

And this too shall be made right.

Oh I don’t know the suffering of people outside my front door.
And I join the oppressors of those I choose to ignore.
I’m trading comfort for human life.
And that’s not just murder it’s suicide.

And this too shall be made right.
Oh this too shall be made right.

We love you, Lee and Stephanie. And we love the little boy we never got to meet, simply because he was a part of you and a precious creation of our awesome God. Time will heal the wounds, but the scars prove he’ll never be forgotten.

And this too shall be made right.


2 Comments for “Heartache”  

  1. 1 Larissa Smith

    I am so sorry to hear about your loss. We are praying for you and understand at least a part of how being away from home makes this even harder. God is still God and we are so blessed to have access to Him to survive times like this and continue to praise and glorify Him. Hang in there.

  2. 2 Megan Peacock

    My thoughts and prayers are with you as a couple, as a family, as your team there surrounds you, and as your christian family sends their prayers and support. I am so sorry.

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